-- to the spirit of David Bowie --
I. Quite a Task
Haha’ione is the place
where I’ll begin a poem today.
The theme? Perhaps how not to waste
one's time on things of little taste
that can’t be tossed away.
What sort of things are these, you ask?
But come, let's not be premature.
You see, a poem is quite a task,
replete with metaphors of mask
and arch and aperture.
You can’t just press it for its gist
or gut it to procure the child.
It will not do to slap its wrist
or pound it with your knotted fist
and leave it in the wild.
But really, this is not the theme
with which I’d hoped to make my start.
In fact, I had no plot or scheme,
but only this electric ream
and little thought of Art.
Oh yes, and Wordsworth’s “Peter Bell,”
from which this stanza is derived.
I've taken up its metric gel
in hopes that it might scan and spell
the thoughts from which this poem shall be contrived.
II. Minding the Grenade
It's somewhat cramped, I must admit.
The troops are marching in parade.
They need to open up a bit
or stretch their boots to looser fit
while minding the grenade.
(Don't ask me. It's a metaphor.
A poem is filled with pits and traps
that undermine the metric floor
and channel down into the core
through sundry slits and flaps.
Grenades may well fill some of them.
Each poem contains a bang or two.
They help create an element
of readerly adrenaline -
which helps when thanks are few
for hours of blood and toil in verse.)
Ah, there we go! A line has spilled
into a fresh, adjacent purse.
And thus the poem becomes less terse
as abler troops are drilled.
For now, though, I say "Keep it trim!"
'Twill take some time to get it right.
I owe this poem to Wordsworth's whim.
So out of deference to him
I'll try at first to keep divergence slight.
III. Peter Bell
The poem from which this slab’s been culled
concerns a man named Peter Bell.
Cast somewhat in a moral mold,
it pleads that souls should not be sold
to Hell.
This churlish man had swiped an ass
that would not follow him to doom.
The beast was loyal to the last
to his dead master. On the grass
without a tomb
the corpse had lain since dawn or so…
or wait - ‘twas in a river, rather.
A hundred meters down below.
He’d fallen from the cliff, I trow,
was rolling in the lather
when Peter spied him from up top.
The beast had steadfastly refused
to follow Bell a single clop,
would not descend the rocky crop -
for which the donkey was abused,
as Peter hadn’t seen the corpse
when first he came across the ass
and, simply and with no remorse,
proclaimed the beast his own and forced
(or tried to force) it down the narrow pass.
IV. Poet's Pail
But I’ll no further with this tale.
I think by now you’ve got the gist.
It goes down well with chips and ale.
I keep beside my poet’s pail
a list
of things to read and things to drink,
including poems I’ve read before
and vintages that made me think
my way to each poetic brink,
then back for more.
Back, that is, to older poems
that made me want to play with verse
and stack up lines to form new homes
in which may live such wordy gnomes
as these. A blesséd curse
is poetry - a fine affliction.
But don’t allow me to digress.
This little piece of Wordsworth fiction -
I like it for its clever diction.
But as a tale it’s quite a mess,
and Shelley rather hated it.
He wrote a “Peter Bell the Third”
in which he quite berated it
and him who had created it.
I’ll neither challenge nor defend a turd.
V. Calliope’s Brow
Okay, that’s quite enough preamble.
This poem’s in a different vein.
Although it flows in a similar amble,
it will from attempts at moral example
refrain.
My goal is simply to take the pulse
of the 21st-century here-and-now.
I cannot predict the end results,
for what once held no longer holds
in Calliope’s brow.
Both “holds true” and “retains,” I mean.
For she was Mnemosyne’s kid with Zeus.
But the wellspring of her current canteen
is Lethe, not the Hippocrene,
and her memory’s somewhat loose.
I’ll simply stand here at these windows
and attempt to snatch up what thoughts fly by.
I’ll need to develop a net that winnows
the gold from the dross in what this wind blows.
Not easy, but I’ll give it a try.
And thus a poem is generated.
It does again much that’s been undone,
collects it and has it refurbished, retraited.
I really, however, have nothing slated
but a hundred and some canteens of metric fun.
VI. Lingua Franca
In this canteen my only goal’s
from first to last to seek no theme.
I’ll drop into this voweled hole
and task my tiny metric mole
to scheme
and plot just how and where to go.
I’ll task, he’ll scheme; he’ll plot, I’ll write.
I’ll score the walls from high to low
with all we learn, with all we know.
O mole, go right,
then straight. Unfurl this furled fist…
or no – unravel this raveled skein
of disorderly cognates that turn and twist
into arguments they themselves resist
as they sprawl themselves out on the plain.
They’re lesser primates, on their own.
The Anglo-Saxons snub the Greeks;
the Celts are shamed by troops from Rome
as Norman French usurp their home,
reducing the conquered to bad antiques.
O mole, I place my faith in you!
For you well know them better than I.
I ponder which are false, which true,
while you gather them up and make them do.
You gather, you make them do, you test and try.
VII. Language’s Loot
All poetry, little mole, is theft.
This too shall be true of our little horde.
Already we’ve canned a handsome heft
of trinkets and gems that won’t have left
us bored
when we arrive at the end of the poem,
fatigued but enfranchised with language’s loot.
Perhaps they’ll have razed our humble home,
but we’ll hop back in to imperial Rome
on a single boot
and exhibit our filled canteens on the square.
We’ll inaugurate an economy
on plains we ourselves have scoured bare!
Impoverished magistrates will stare
at slave and mole grown brawny
and eloquent in modern tongues,
as Antiquity crumbles overnight.
And we’ll pour new words from unlocked bungs
as we pause to rest our tired lungs.
We’ll vanquish the old without a fight!
They’ll never suspect the source of our wealth
nor guess our lowly origin.
So let’s cover the tracks we lay with stealth
and drink to each other’s luck and health.
(We need them both. They’re equally important!)
VIII. Empirical Mole
Enough. We’ll slacken our morning stroll
to a pace more apt for something lyric.
Let’s wade Experience’s jagged shoal
with smaller steps than these, my Mole
Empiric!
For History like the poem’s a sham,
but one that people seldom doubt.
And the verity of this tiny clam
is superior to the chronicler’s scam
of peace and rout,
of rise and fall, contentment, gore –
the sundry crap that fills that tale.
For lore is all the same. It’s lore!
And Nestor soon becomes a bore
of Herodotean scale.
This little clam’s enough for us.
It doubtless too is filled with lies,
but of the sort that earn our trust
with hints of what is good and just
in single things of modest size.
Tomorrow is Thanksgiving, mole.
Let’s stop and feast upon these banks.
We’ll pause to feed this teaming skull
made festive in a metric lull.
Let’s break our fast and give each other thanks!
IX. Precious Schlock
- in memoriam Lou Reed -
Jenny repined, at five years old,
“There’s nothing happening here at all!”
Her eyes were dry, her feet were cold.
“So happen now!” That’s what she told
the wall.
And Lisa, a chaste and pious gal,
went mute at “in excelsis Deo”
and left behind her sacred cow
to take up with a crooning pal -
her shiny radio.
Candy next door picked up those waves
transmitting all that fine, fine music.
Like Sirens that Ulysses craves,
she would have donned its very staves
to drench herself and infuse with it.
And Stephanie, within a pall
of high school absences and tardies,
heard Nico sing – slim, blond and tall –
then left her home and school and all
in time to catch tomorrow’s parties.
They grieve now, ‘neath a ticking clock,
the passing of that New York mole,
who scavenged precious, mislaid schlock
and handed it back from block to block
to kids whose lives were saved by rock ‘n roll.
X. Stranger Strands (In memoriam Gabriel Garcia Márquez)
“. . . and palmers for to seken straunge strondes . . .”
- Chaucer -
“Our caravan is loath to stall
within your vale of shifting sands.
We heed an unremembered call,
an anonymity of tall
commands –
directives issued years ago
we palmers melodize in bands.
Verbs conjugate the bits we know;
uncertainty, we fain bestow
in “ifs” and “ands.”
We sing of Adams at their dawn
and Custards on their final stands,
Napoleon as king and pawn
and Jesus in his spindly brawn –
all godliness and glands.
Our caravan is loath to pause;
for there are yet more distant lands
and folks within them tending laws,
performing to their gods’ applause
and bowing to their reprimands.
‘Twas good to hear your views upon
the good and bad from human hands
and with you greet this newest dawn.
But now we must continue on
to foreign shores and ever stranger strands.”
XI. The Songs That Molly Used to Sing
- Christmas Eve, 2013 -
These carols call them now to mind –
the songs that Molly used to sing.
Let’s look at some she left behind.
She filled them up with every kind
of thing!
In this one there’s a Calling Bird,
its beaks and talons tied with string –
a symbol, say, of Life deferred,
of dreariness wherein the Word
cannot take wing.
In some there is a somber mirth
suggestive of belated Spring;
a bastard Child of doubtful birth,
or promises of challenged worth –
a newborn in a sling.
And this one is a Yuletide tune
that questions who is really King;
three wise men, ‘neath a shackled moon,
assembled on a stucco dune
where Commerce rules: Ka-CHING! Ka-CHING!
Her melodies recall each thought
to which, indelibly, they cling.
When we are joyful or distraught,
the cadence falls, then comes unsought
that muted cheer which Molly’s songs still bring.
XII. As Blake Said
A mood, please, that is less petite.
This temper fits me rather tight.
“To hell with patience!” I repeat.
As Blake said, “Some are born to sweet
delight!”
(Jim Morrison, he cribbed that line –
a bard of slim poetic might.
The theft he fancied rather fine
then choked on heroin and wine,
which served him right.)
One starts out with this simple goal:
to keep one’s meaning nil or slight.
Then soon one finds one’s on a roll –
that is, however strained or droll,
one’s verse has taken flight,
and who knows where the thing will land.
Enough, though. Let’s get off this height.
It’s better to leave nothing planned
beyond the lines on which we stand
and what they put within our sight.
But then again, can this be all?
For is this not poetic blight,
surveyed at tetra-metric crawl
from off a leaky, drifting yawl?
Mole, fain that this were someone else’s plight!
XIII. A Tree with Roots
To foot poetic destiny
one now and then must scuff one’s boots.
These woods will get the best of me.
How hard we’re pressed to find a tree
with roots!
Perhaps no roots have taken hold,
or else their trees are drafting fruits.
Between the sundry lines we’ve scrolled
we’ve stepped on smashed-up melons rolled
by new recruits
who wish to introduce some sport
to civilize the native brutes
they’ve heard exist through false report
and myths through which they cannot sort.
Their history disputes
the fact that there was nothing here
before they barged in with their lutes
and filled the page with noise and cheer
and pondered their celestial year
which spins as they rope off the chutes
through which they fell into this text…
which ere they came lacked figs and newts,
though now with figs and newts we’re vexed
as we await whatever’s next.
How hard to view this tree through all its roots!
XIV. Our Daily Bread
Old Bill walked off in ’64,
his face a mask of wounded dread.
“To satisfy his need for lore,
he’s wandered down into the core,”
we said.
But no one knew just why he left
or what had gotten in his head.
He seemed of love and joy bereft
and wore his life as ‘twere a heft
of gloom and lead.
Youths sometimes ventured down to seek
the measure of his stately tread.
The evidence he left was weak.
Each time they thought they heard him speak,
‘twas someone else instead.
For years they boldly plummeted
down veins through which he might have fled.
Whatever though he later did,
the veins or he himself kept hid.
Each New Years Day we made his bed.
He sent us now and then a poem
to let us know he wasn’t dead.
We’d tell Old Bill, if he came home,
his pages filled a hefty tome.
We turned them as we broke our daily bread.
XV. Finer Fits
Our day has left behind its dawn,
and here we linger, here we wait.
Come on now, Mole, advance a pawn!
At present I see nothing on
your slate.
Ah, that’s the problem with this hoard –
it’s both our freedom and our fate.
And nowhere is it for us scored
exactly when to clear the board,
unload the freight,
discard the drab or lifeless bits,
inter them in a storage crate.
Such questions tax our better wits
and interrupt those finer fits
we fain would recreate,
those thicker throes revivify
before our season waxes late.
It’s good that we see eye to eye!
For if the meter did defy
the motion, we’d be in a strait.
For now, it’s just this calm abyss
we’re doldrummed in twixt dearth and spate,
concern and boredom, joy and bliss.
All Art, dear Mole, is simply this:
a futile attempt to resist, then acquire, the innate!
XVI. My Five Dreams (or, All You Have to Do Is Knock)
The first dream kept a tiny mouse
that scampered ‘round a ticking clock.
The scratching much disturbed my spouse,
who cried in fear and fled our house
in shock.
The second one erected heights
and crowed a double-meaning cock.
Its syntax traced, in feints and sleights,
caprices of Libido’s flights.
It picked her lock.
A monkish bard possessed the third
atop its solitary rock.
His Sunday guests were not deterred.
With fire and smoke he forged each word.
He spoke like Vulcan Spock.
A vast compendium, Dream Four,
of ciphers decades out of stock –
a fugue of merriment and lore,
admixed with trouble, ruth and gore
to cadences unhinged from Bach.
The fifth one peered outside itself
to fathom worlds across the block.
A voice suggesting cosmic health
ignored my paltry mundane wealth
and proffered, “All you have to do is knock!”
XVII. Cosmic Clutch
- on Easter Day, 2014 -
An Easter egg on which to chew:
Perhaps our universe is spare.
It promises there’s something true
then makes us squint to see it through
the glare!
First Kepler plumbs the murky fen,
then Hubble scrapes the infra-rare
beyond the small concerns of men,
beyond their dreams, beyond their ken,
beyond their care.
We scratch our heads and mind it not.
The world spins and we all turn grayer,
insure our lives against the rot,
surmising whether Earth be but
a single single-payer –
an orphaned whim of deity
that God created on a dare.
It brought Him little gaiety
to sport with earthly frailty
and biological despair.
Or else we’re one of many such,
with life existing everywhere.
He scoffs but doesn’t ponder much
on pebbles in His cosmic clutch.
“Six billion more dependents to declare!”
XVIII. Man of Straw
-- for Diane Ravitch, author of Reign of Error --
His makers held him to the light
and fondly clasped his little paw.
In soothing tones they calmed his fright.
They added eyes and set aright
his jaw.
He blinked and beamed long ere he spoke
and took in everything he saw.
“He’s rather cute, the little bloke!”
They gave his chin a little stroke.
He squealed in awe!
They filled his head with sights and sounds
and cogitos on which to draw.
They lectured him on freedom’s grounds.
They told him when to test its bounds
and when to hem and haw.
They tested this homunculus
to see if there was any flaw.
The press was rather credulous
and deemed this process sedulous
of crafting wisdom from the raw.
Indeed, his scores are benchmarked now,
upheld and codified as law.
To question them would cause a row.
His legend is a sacred cow!
Arise! Assume the plough, o Man of Straw!
XIX. My Horoscope (or, Baser Quartz)
My horoscope informs me that
today I’d better mind my words.
Potential shall be thin, not fat –
diminished in a pile of flat-
tened thirds.
‘Twill be a day to passively
put up with flies and minor hurts.
No drunken Bacchanalian spree,
no overweening venery
No chasing skirts!
The images today include
a crossing pair of blunted swords
arranged like Christ upon the rood,
who seeks celestial quietude
from everlasting fiords.
Today’s a day for laying low –
for changing bulbs and mending cords,
for slackening the pace to slow.
In prison pines Camus’ Meursault,
while Hamlet paces creaky boards.
I’ll neither enter some new trade
nor venture into foreign ports
nor place my malice on parade.
I’ll not go seeking precious jade.
Instead, I’ll fill my bags with baser quartz.
XX. Herein Housed (or, Some Folks Within These Prints)
Some folks here need the finer things
like Mynah birds and Cambrai mints,
while others seek to topple kings.
Their broken limbs they set in slings
and splints.
Some folks here limit their desire
to what they comprehend through squints.
They steer between the dear and dire
and shun whatever’s close to fire
or makes them wince.
Some folks here favor figs and pears,
while some prefer the Turkish quince.
Though some anticipate Life’s cares,
it falls on others unawares
in five or ten-year stints.
Some folks here fail to catch the gist,
are not so good at taking hints.
Some need from habits to desist,
some simply to unclench their fist.
Some cherish quiet utterance,
while others cannot shut their mouths.
You’ll find them all within these prints.
You’ll find them chastened, clothed, espoused.
Their fits and faults are herein housed.
I moved here once. I’ve lived here ever since.
XXI. So They Say
- based on Wheel of Fortune’s “Before and After” game -
You say you’re seeing double bed?
I’m on the razor’s edge of my seat.
But cover your Iron Maidenhead,
dear lady; for love is better off dead-
end street!
The world spins rounding up the cost,
o Mary-Mother-of-Christmas-go-round!
A Julius Caesar’s salad tossed,
as stars that have been albacrossed
get lost and found.
(And Chicken Little Richard shouted,
“O Mother, I think I smell a rat race!”
Mom, in return to sender, pouted,
“Yon Milky Way of God has sprouted.
So why the long face to face?”)
Tonight we’ll score some hits the spot.
“Get out!” we’ll say, “Go home sweet home!”
Then we’ll take our leave them out to rot
and thank God is good we haven’t got
a name like Sarah Palindrome!
But I’ve had it up to hear me out.
I’m blind! I cannot si vous plait.
“Game over my dead body!” Shout!
Untie this riddle’s not about!
A real loose wheel of fortune, so they say.
XXII. My Natal Chart
- written during Hurricane Iselle -
I paid my hundred bucks. They promptly
forwarded my natal chart.
For months I had been down and dumpy.
Life: a wheeling rusty, bumpy
cart!
“You need to mind your rising sign;
to not do so would not be smart!”
A winsome maiden most divine
named Virgo – I could call her mine.
We’d never part!
They listed out my planets, then,
arranged upon the starry mart.
“Your sun is out in Leo’s den.
It puts existence in your ken!”
I felt like Jean Paul Sartre!
“Your Jupiter in Gemini
suggests that you’ll find wit and art
to judge with a discerning eye
and see Life through each by and by.”
That is to say, through each false start!
“Now look to the celestial Rhein.
From house to house your planets dart!
Your moon is lodged at Number 9.”
And on it shines as I refine
the words and dreams that fill this human heart!
XXIII. Amid Your Planetary Pumps
It’s clear that in the coming months,
though opportunity is there,
you will find horoscopic stumps
amid your planetary pumps.
Beware!
You’re on the cusp of something big,
but all could vanish in the air.
I’m Vergil. Here’s your Dante’s wig.
I’ll guide you up the cosmic rig
from stair to stair.
At times we will with risks collide,
but I will help you fly each snare.
Perhaps you’ll want to run and hide.
But don’t be worried! Trust your guide!
I’m why you’ve paid your fare!
On me your happiness depends –
or rather, on the trust you spare
me as we plumb those murky fens
to reap your cosmic dividends
with no dependents to declare!
So come now. Do not be alarmed.
You’ve purchased my devoted care.
You’ll surely be returned unharmed.
Your inner beasts will all be charmed.
Together we will make a happy pair!
XXIV. There’s No THERE There
- Gertrude and Alice on a Trip Stateside -
A look came over Madame Stein.
“But there’s no THERE there!” she exclaimed.
Her words skimmed off the teary brine
which poured into a glass of wine
she drained.
The year was 1935.
Her place of birth was crossed and veined
with tubes that ribbed the cluttered hive
and kept its residents alive.
The skies were stained.
Miss Toklas offered her a towel,
and Gertrude’s torrent slowly waned.
A lecture trip to Oakland, Cal
with Alice B., her wife and pal –
her “Precious,” fondly named.
It sparkled then – a chromed array
of childhood memories unchained –
of chopping wood and making hay,
of youthful dreams and girlish play.
They looked at Gertrude – chastened, shamed –
who for the storied life she led
in “gay Paree” was broadly famed.
“There there, Miss Stein!” they comforted.
And Alice Toklas shook her head.
They couldn’t for their awkward gaffe be blamed!
XXV. Her Shadow and Mrs. M (or, Smarter Every Day)
They questioned her. Her lights grew dim.
“What do they want of me, I pray?”
Her tears were welling to the brim.
She feared they’d tear her limb from limb
today.
Her shadow whispered “Sink or swim!”
and said she’d better make her play.
Her reasoning was rather slim.
The ball went ‘round and ‘round its rim
then lost its way.
Her shadow’s face grew dark and grim.
Both knew there would be hell to pay.
She pleadingly looked up at him.
His many thoughts she tried to skim.
His will she couldn’t sway.
They looked at her and swilled their phlegm.
Their growling hounds they kept at bay.
They told her, as she pondered them,
“These flaws which from your actions stem
have led our business all astray!”
The shadow winked and smiled at them
then promptly offered her a tray.
“Let’s drink our Kool-Aid, Mrs. M!
They’re watching as we haw and hem.
We’re making them look smarter every day!”
XXVI. No McNuggets! (or, Gnomic Nuggets)
“This is my letter to the World
That never wrote to Me - ”
-- Emily Dickinson, #441
I opened up each windy vent;
my crumpled sword, I did unsheathe.
The workweek boggles our intent,
and Saturdays we’d fain repent
and breathe!
I mused upon this 2-day grant.
Just what had it rolled up its sleeve?
I mustered up a little chant:
“I will not rage, I will not rant!
I’ll seek reprieve!”
My mind was dim, my thoughts were scant.
To Friday’s cares they still would cleave.
I turned to Emily – my aunt,
my nurse, my Muse of Rhymes Aslant.
I hoped she’d give me leave
to borrow an unpotted plant
and see how much I could achieve
if long I thought on what it meant –
this lined and metered message sent
to me to ponder, chew and teethe.
I plunged into a lettered rent.
With fitful sighs my chest did heave,
and soon I broke into a pant:
“O Lady of Amherst, I am spent!
Upon your gnomic nuggets I must thieve!”
XXVII. Sated Hands
O mole, I feel it’s in our fate,
although perhaps not in our plans –
an expiry of this our freight
as time removes its weight from sated
hands.
We’re loathe to empty out our crate
and leave these items to the sands.
To think how each and every trait
of things we’d make (or recreate
from former strands)
will vanish from this earthly slate,
along with us and our demands!
But these thoughts, too – they come too late.
And here we putter, here we prate -
a pair of also-rans.
Our lethargy becomes innate.
We watch the cosmos take its stands
and intermix its love and hate
apportioned out to small and great,
which gather into cosmic clans.
Forgive me, mole. This sudden spate
of sullenness is under bans!
Just slap me in my muddled pate.
A single slap should set me straight!
We’ll put it to the fault of wearied glands!
XXVIII. The Data Child
-- an educational allegory --
Its weary makers yawned and smiled.
“At last! Our darling’s natal morn!”
The doorbell rang, the papers dialed.
The rumor of the Data Child
was born!
They’d had to keep their project mum
amid the critics heaping scorn
and shouting children were no sum,
that raw statistics could not plumb
the human horn -
that cornucopia of love,
of hope, of symboled rose and thorn.
But edicts fell from high above,
delivered by a soulless dove.
Some called it Data Porn!
Its makers crawled before the press,
although their rags were soiled and torn
and clothed corruption’s stinking mess.
They quickly grabbed a priest to bless
the beast and have its foreskin shorn.
The cameras readied for the show
as deeds were signed and oaths were sworn.
The cords were pulled from down below,
revealing an absurd tableau:
They’d placed their cart before a unicorn!
XXIX. Sabbath (or, The Sanctity of Rest)
-- for Beverly Vallejo-Sanderson --
“Give in, or we shall work no more!”
The builders proffered their request –
a plea the priests could not ignore.
The Babylonians were sorely
pressed.
Some chief proposed a seventh day.
They laughed, supposing it a jest.
“No, really! Think! A time to play,
to spend with loved ones, laugh and pray
and clean the nest!”
Some decades later, Moses sighed,
exhaustion heaving from his chest:
“Dear Sir, today we almost died.
We cannot take another stride.
Just look from east to west!”
The sojourners of Israel
were losing stamina and zest.
“A seventh day will help them heal,
return them to their hope and zeal.”
So Yahweh to himself confessed.
Fast forward to our present time.
24/7? We’ve regressed.
Up Sinai do we climb, climb, climb.
To pause is a malicious crime!
We’ve disavowed the sanctity of rest.
XXX. As Jagger Says (or, This Feeling That We Haven’t Done Enough)
How heavy, Molly, are these shoes
we cannot help but drag and scuff –
as heavy as their empty views,
which they call news. It isn’t news,
it’s fluff!
It seems we’re in it. Too late now!
The game they play is crude and rough.
They say that we have caused a row.
We’ve toppled their most sacred cow
with just a puff.
Yes, we’re to blame. To live with this,
as Jagger says, we must be tough,
tough, tough! They shout at us and hiss.
But let’s not take it so amiss.
The snake casts off its slough.
They had us by the neck. No more!
They’ve merely bitten off the scruff
and now are spitting out the gore.
They’ve failed to penetrate our core,
our style, our gist, our worth, our stuff.
So come on, now! Get up! We’ll take
a stand and call the paper’s bluff.
You fire the coals, I’ll fetch the rake.
For it’s the only way we’ll shake
this feeling that we haven’t done enough.
XXXI. Ambition’s Sleuth (or, Jim Morrison Isn’t Dead. He’s a Drunken Expat Alive and Not So Well in Paris.)
On Monday I resume my perch
and contract out my faded youth.
Within myself I pitch and lurch.
Come Friday I begin my search
for truth.
I chase it down in alleyways
then lose it in a girlie booth.
I stumble through the neon maze,
enveloped in the old malaise
of 80 proof.
I fondle at Minerva’s bust.
She’s cold as stone. Severe, aloof.
I mimic her to gain her trust.
She’s mute and godly, so it’s just.
And yet it’s quite uncouth.
The gendarmes took me in last night.
They found me soiled in piss and ruth.
I kicked the bearded one for spite.
He pummeled me, I didn’t fight.
It seems I lost my seventh tooth.
I don’t know how I keep my job.
They prize me for my Yankee sooth.
I once set teenage hearts athrob
and played a shaman to the mob.
For decades I’ve escaped ambition’s sleuth.
XXXII. The Middle Way
-- for Mary Ann Kurose --
“Dear Sir, I’ve brought you figs to eat.”
She bowed and offered him a tray.
Siddhartha looked up from his feet
to spy a maiden young and sweet
and gay.
He wondered, was this in his dreams?
then closed his eyes and fed his clay.
“I know exactly what this means.
My tightrope walk between extremes
must end today!”
The nourishment refreshed his veins
and soon dispelled his mind’s display
of anguish and its knotted skeins –
that human world of hopes and pains
and plans that go astray.
His five disciples pulled their hair
and gnashed their teeth in mad dismay.
This sudden change they couldn’t bear.
They spat at him a broken prayer
and fled. Nor did he bid them stay.
Siddhartha, having passed his test,
looked up and hailed a chirping jay.
He’d found, to end his tortured quest,
Nirvana as enlightened rest.
The Buddha rose and claimed the Middle Way.
XXXIII. Buddha Breath
It swaddles us, it clears our way,
companions us from birth to death;
it greets us at the break of day
and brings us milk upon a tray:
Our breath!
It buoys us and scuds the foam
before us in the worldly bath.
It sanctifies our mental dome
and guides our tread upon the loam.
It minds our path!
It gathers in the purer air
and blows away the dust, the chaff.
It tends to every whim and care
and fans our bluster when we dare.
It fills each sigh and laugh.
It helps apportion cosmic wit,
ensuring us our supple heft.
It readies us and makes us fit
to love, to share each other’s spit.
For in the end there is no theft!
So when you’re feeling down and out
upon this road from birth to death,
just stop and focus on the spout.
Remind yourself without a pout:
“Take heart! You’ll never lose your Buddha breath!”
XXXIV. North Node in Gemini
This month I’ve gained some astral sooth
at my astrologer’s behest:
In former lives I was the sleuth
who lived them as a search for Truth –
a quest!
She told me I must scan both Nodes,
as quondam selves do therein nest –
the South and North at antipodes,
the Moon’s contrarian abodes
and karmic test.
My North Node lies in Gemini,
my South in Sagittarius.
With folks, then, I am awkward, shy –
for I’ve descended from up high.
I’m humbled, more or less!
Among my many former lives
was Xuanzang,* whom I love the best.
In perpetuity he thrives
and minds the wanderlustful drives
with which my current life is pressed.
I’m less than he, though not the least.
I’ve yet to fathom all the rest –
each man, each monkey, bird and beast.
In search of Truth I’ve traveled east,
though old Tripitaka* got there heading west.
*Pr. "SHWEN-dzahng." Legendary Chinese monk who traveled to India during the Tang Dynasty in search of the original Buddhist texts. Journey to the West, the epic novel of the Ming Dynasty, is a fictional account of his travels, and his character has been rendered in English as "Tripitaka" (pr. "tri-PIT-i-kuh").
XXXV. The Pathless Land
“Truth is a pathless land.” – Krishnamurti
The monk had tread his many ways
through virgin wood, o’er desert sand.
He’d also been where knowledge sways
and ingenuity displays
the grand.
And when the monk returned at last,
he found himself in hot demand.
The questions came on thick and fast
about the lands through which he’d passed.
He found this bland.
He couldn’t now recall that much –
or much that they would understand.
They only wanted such and such.
His subtler thoughts they couldn’t touch.
They saw that he was tanned.
He’d wandered off in search of Truth
and hoped to shake it by the hand.
He never found its shack, its booth.
It didn’t kick him in his tooth,
nor did it praise or reprimand.
It took him years before he knew
he’d met his goal, though not as planned.
His countrymen, a fickle crew –
they laughed at him but loved him, too.
They saw he walked in Truth – a pathless land.
XXXVI. Like Ferdinand (or, Taurus Moon)
“Do not ignore our mounting debt!”
My Sun in Leo knows the tune.
It thinks it spies a safety net
just up ahead and hopes we’ll get
there soon.
It keeps us ever on the run.
Its pace is always “highest noon,”
its fires fixed on former fun.
We’re past the solstice, dearest Sun.
We’re not in June!
To other planets I must turn.
I’m far too young to feel such doom,
nor do I wish to fill an urn.
But Leo wants my sun to burn
until its final fume.
My Moon in Taurus questions this.
“Passivity’s our greatest boon.”
Though Leo takes it much amiss,
it contemplates in silent bliss
the bluebells in the meadow strewn
and quits attempts to understand
the feints the matadors have planned,
their tricks that make the damsels swoon.
It whiles the time with Ferdinand,
who sits in peace beneath my Taurus Moon.
XXXVII. The Buddha’s Five Remembrances (or, The Ground on Which We Stand)
Five sober facts the Buddha told
to help us shun conceit and rage
and caution us when we grow bold:
The first is that we all get old.
We age!
The second has to do with health.
There’s no one who is never ill.
Subverting joy and fickle wealth,
disease creeps in with pointed stealth –
a bitter pill.
We’re loath to speak the third: our death –
though from its gaze we cannot shy.
Our grim organic aftermath.
We rise and fall with every breath
because we’re born to die.
The saddest fact is number four:
the transience of all worldly love.
The ones we best and least adore
we lose, and then we lose some more.
We hope to gain them back above.
And karma is our final fact
when life has spindled to a strand,
collecting every thought and act –
a record of our cosmic tact;
from life to life, the ground on which we stand.
XXXVIII. Skillful Means
- in memoriam Leonard Nimoy -
The Vulcan, on the verge of death,
recalled his life in varied scenes
and gazed upon that milky clef –
the light through which our living breath
careens.
He thought of former suffering –
such pain as once had filled his dreams.
Maturity was buffering
one’s sadness in a supple ring
of enthymemes.
“It isn’t logical to pine
for all that flickers on life’s screens –
to exit from maternal brine
and bellow when they cut our vine,
to crave our natal seams.”
He didn’t have to work from scratch.
On Planet Earth he found some themes
and in its Buddha met his match.
In time he learned to de-attach
from cravings as from all extremes.
Spock bade goodnight to love and strife,
relinquishing his final schemes.
His mind with emptiness was rife.
He promised, as he left this life,
that in the next he’d spread these skillful means.
XXXIX. Adorning Our Days
Because our time on Earth decays,
and no one knows just why we’re born,
we place our promises in lays
with which we earnestly our days
adorn.
We pledge, for instance, not to hate.
Nor, further, shall we ever scorn
nor blame nor otherwise berate
our modest home, our simple plate,
our prickly thorn.
We promise that we won’t neglect
such goods as fall from plenty’s horn.
We pledge to them our long respect,
not suffering that they’ll be wrecked
or more than lightly worn.
We say we’ll cultivate our best
and have our worst desires shorn.
We promise that we’ll take our rest
when east has given up to west
and sinks beneath the fading corn.
We pledge that, though we slipped today,
we’ll be more mindful in the morn.
Despite our errors, come what may,
we know that we’ll reclaim our way –
that middle path from which we’re often torn.
XL. The Dharma Chests
-- for Lara Mangieri --
Some recipes for Spanish Fly
and mantras that will frighten pests
are of the things that herein lie
to please our gods and edify
our guests.
In this one there’s a hidden stage
from which to spy illicit trysts,
bad jokes that never die but age
and tokens of that mounting rage
that soon desists.
They’re crammed with cheer to hide the must,
with valor lined with trick requests,
with caveats to quell disgust
and signatures to measure us
and help us mind the rests.
Dead spirits also lie within,
some holding hands, some clenching fists,
resembling friends who died in sin,
that man who rescued Rin Tin Tin,
and crazy Scientologists.
O mole, the varied wonders that
have tumbled out of human breasts!
The thoughts that wander like a gnat!
The words intoning senseless scat!
The funny dharmas pent inside these chests!
XLI. Daimoku (or, Our Happy Woe)
“There’s much that lies beyond our ken
and little that we really know,
confined within our human pen.
And so we’ll chant nam’ myoho ren-
ge kyo.
“Ten Worlds determine how we grow.
We bathe within their interglow,
they conjugate our happy woe.
And this is why we’ll chant nam’ myo-
ho renge kyo.
“Our vices lavish us with scant
regard for what they ill bestow.
At times we pace, at times we pant.
And so the laity shall chant
nam’ myoho renge kyo.
“Although we love, we’re often sly.
We undermine both friend and foe
and horde the goods for which we vie.
And that’s another reason why
we’ll chant nam’ myoho renge kyo.”
The day began. Nichiren woke.
This world was filled with blowing snow.
Nine others dwindled ere he spoke.
The monk threw off his heavy cloak
and scribbled down, “Nam’ myoho renge kyo.”
XLII. List of Things to Do on Pam’s Birthday
-- for Pam --
To start my day with nembutsu
and follow that with eggs and Spam
(I’ll chant nam’ amida butsu
then swallow things that make me who
I am);
to notice, having had my fill,
I’ve waxed another kilogram
(what’s that upon my windowsill?
but roaches I no longer kill…
I bark, they scram);
then next, to grab the daily news
and read about the latest scam
(the turning of financial screws,
a dignitary flubbing cues,
the Common Core’s a sham…);
to kiss my wife; to tease my son;
to help my daughter in a jam;
to say the daimoku at one –
nam’ myoho renge kyo; that done,
to opt for salmon over ham
and not to overcook the fish
and have to swear again “Goddamn!”
and make Rebecca fix the dish;
to finish with a poem to wish
my cosmic sister “Happy birthday, Pam!”
XLIII. To Each His Koan
I keep them up here in my hat –
some handmade koans to call my own.
A koan for this, a koan for that.
A koan to show me where I’m at.
A koan
to make me doubt when I am sure
and push me off my stolid throne.
Another, like a prickly spur
to kick me into sudden cure,
to make me groan
whenever I lack confidence
or nurture ills to which I’m prone.
I keep this one with sparkling tints,
providing not so subtle hints
that call me to my zone.
Some simple ones as well, that please
by virtue of their gentle tone.
And some to sip with morning teas
that warm affections when they freeze
and melt my ego’s heart of stone.
I cannot say they’ll work for you.
I love you, but you’re not my clone.
So here are some for you to chew.
I think you’ll like at least a few.
And if you don’t? Oh well, “To each his koan!”
XLIV. Strategies Oblique
-- also for Pam --
Imagine all these happenings
as leading up to No Event –
as motile, disconnected strings
unraveled from what Chronos brings
unmeant.
Reverse, back up, but don’t collide.
Or do, which also might work out.
(I did one time, and then I died.
But what the hell, at least I tried!)
Climb up, surmount,
repeat. That done: collapse, renege…
or else embrace the status quo
then call your failure something big
and summon others. Found a league
of stooges (I’ll be Moe).
Then question what is truly real
within this piece of work you’ve made,
and disavow approval’s seal.
Allow the monster to anneal
before they judge it’s made the grade.
Then smash the tablets on the calves
and never yet your Aaron speak.
Let Israel pick up the halves
and find their own familiar paths.
Stay tuned for further Strategies Oblique.
XLV. Revolution’s Memes
A poetry in evolution
gathers force between the semes –
stitching flaws in elocution,
scripting quilts of revolution’s
memes.
In this one see a native root
of humble origin step up
and give this Slavic pest the boot
or render that French suffix mute
to pep things up.
And here misnomer elevates
and, lo, as substantive now reigns.
“Behead the predicate!” he prates
as proverbs peer from guarded gates.
A cognate mops the stains.
In this one words divest themselves
entirely of what they meant
before we smashed semantic shelves
and rearranged in 10s and 12s
our syllables of new intent.
Yes, this is how it comes to be,
prefiguring the world outside –
a microcosmic panoply
on which it claims monopoly.
The world indeed may end. Its poems abide.
XVLI. The Klingons (or, Blocking Up the Hall)
Don’t stand in the doorway! Don’t block up the hall!
-- Bob Dylan, “The Times They Are a-Changin’”
A union is a special place
wherein its members can stand tall
to look the bosses in the face
and counter them without a trace
of gall.
But when a faction wants to cling
to power in its makeshift stall
beyond that day of reckoning
that ends the temporary fling
of each and all,
and when this cadre breaks its faith
by keeping numbers in its thrall
and dumping minutes in the waste
so that the facts cannot be traced…
such doings should appall!
Indeed, we’ve got a case like this,
although the space they’re in is small.
The press will take it all amiss
and drown the truth in public piss:
“A veritable union brawl!”
Alas! A cadre clinging on
to ridges in a crumbling wall!
The shady figments that they’ve drawn!
The fate that they must break upon!
Two dozen Klingons, blocking up the hall!
XLVII. Undead Jane (or, The Four Estates)
-- fragment from an abandoned allegory --
In this, our realm, the Four Estates
are linked together in a chain.
They bear their own specific traits
and suffer predetermined fates
and pain.
The First lies way above the muck.
It mans the sun and spills the rain.
Its Yahweh is the mighty buck.
It really couldn’t give a cluck
for ought but gain.
The Second just pretends to rule
while fancying its ransacked brain
a bucket to collect the drool
of Mammon (for it’s Mammon’s fool)
and pour it down the drain.
The Third Estate facilitates
for One and Two as Abel’s Cain.
It’s drawn from Four but fills its crates
with One and Two’s best figs and dates –
our kingdom’s ladder-climbing swain.
The Fourth is all the rest of us –
the ones who till the land, in plain.
And here she comes – a wraith of dust
our graves cough up in mad disgust.
I guess she’s ours. Let’s call her Undead Jane.
XLVIII. Token Lines
“Let my inspiration flow
In token lines suggesting rhythm…”
-- Robert Hunter, “Terrapin Station”
Regard me, Mole, as I invoke
the muses in triadic nines.
Mnemosyne shall first uncloak
our hopes and dreams to fall in token
lines.
Then Euterpe will find the rhymes
and with her pipes blow out the smoke.
Calliope will narrate times
and chime the vespers, lauds and primes
that with them stroke.
We’ll pressure Clio with a poke
to save our history from swines.
Dame Thalia will tell a joke
as Melpomene’s heroes croak
and lay to rest their spines.
Then Erato will set her mines
to capture every lass and bloke
and prism lust through Love that binds.
Terpsichore will cast the mimes
to dance our turmoil in Love’s yoke.
Let Polyhymnia provoke
the sacred prayers of rustic hinds
to gods that thundered ere they broke.
And knowledge of our cosmic spoke,
Urania let flash in blazing signs.
XLIX. That Someone Cared (Poem for Emily)
A question that is often aired
is why some certain text survived.
The simple fact that someone cared
has much to do with how it’s fared
and thrived.
Apparently this one was kept
because it sparked renewed debate
on why a son of man had wept
and rendered older views inept
or out of date.
By contrast, that one claimed a cure
for lethargy and other ills
that all of us at times endure
because we’re humans and impure
and lack essential skills.
This other one is simply here
because the poo-bah of the day
had skimmed it while he drank his beer
and found it filled his mind with cheer.
“Ten thousand copies! No delay!”
Yet still from some we take our cues.
This one has been my sacristy.
I’ve knelt upon its numbered pews.
E. Dickinson - her “simple News
that Nature told with tender Majesty.”
L. Form and Fire (or, Haas at Fifty)
When I was young my teachers were the old.
I gave up fire for form till I was cold.
I suffered like a metal being cast.
I went to school to age to learn the past.
Now when I am old my teachers are the young.
What can't be molded must be cracked and sprung.
I strain at lessons fit to start a suture.
I go to school to youth to learn the future.
-- Robert Frost, “What Fifty Said”
R. Frost, at turning fifty, said
that he’d be going back to school
to crack the nuts inside his head
and prove that they were not yet dead.
No fool!
He knew that there was more to age
than petrifying in a mold
or yellowing upon some page.
Past fifty could be fiery rage –
all heat, no cold!
How quickly had the decades passed
since he was young and they were old.
He’d held the modernists aghast
with lines of a Horatian cast
and English iambs bold.
He told himself, “What’s gone is gone.
Don’t pine for youth. No more of it!
I’ll stir my formed and frozen brawn
by studying my younger spawn.
No resting on my laureate!”
Like Robert, now I’m ten times five.
I seize on every new desire
to burn the dead bees in my hive
and bring their ancient queen alive –
at half a century, half-form, half-fire!*
[*Alternate ending: a half a century of form and fire!]
LI. The Wild Toccata
The wild toccata that I heard
was like no other ever writ.
It set off in augmented thirds
that sparkled from their staves like birds
of wit.
Unnerving was this rush of sound –
this cacophonic flight of tones.
A stable key could not be found,
and little meter save a mound
of sticks and bones.
But then some minims set a pace,
while semiquavers swept the clock.
A clique of rests announced a race,
which led to quite a heated chase
like those in J. S. Bach.
At length a fugue took full command.
Its subject was a tune from Beck.
The countersubject made its stand -
a B-side from some one-hit band.
It didn’t fit, but what the heck.
Then suddenly those birds came back.
Our earnest fugue did not conclude.
The thirds returned into a stack.
A long fermata took the flak,
and slowly silence once again ensued.
LII. Accountability
-- for Mireille --
Accountability is here!
Accountability is there!
It manifests itself as fear
that heads will soon be rolling near
your chair.
Perhaps your own? Well, certainly!
For someone surely is at fault!
The data presses down so sternly.
Write your will, prepare your gurney,
sweep your vault!
It’s part and parcel of each score
our students spill upon the page.
It’s in the bytes through which they pore.
It’s in the goddamn Common Core!
It’s in our righteous rage!
It weaves throughout our day its tune
of boredom, drudgery and woes.
It darkens Shelley’s midnight moon.
And from it no one is immune
save, in the sky, the CEOs.
No, they are not accountable.
They’re high above the din, the blare.
Our doubts are all surmountable;
their profits, hardly countable.
But down below we dupes must grin and bear.
LIII. Graphic Facets
-- for Shirley and her wily and many-faceted emojis --
This first one takes you for a ride
and empties out your piggy bank.
He leaves you with nor hair nor hide –
yet he’s the one you’ve always tried
to thank!
And this one here, without a doubt,
is full of Shirley’s secret wile.
You cannot tell what it’s about;
all inquiries it puts to rout
in single-file.
You’d best take care when eyeing them,
for some of them are dangerous.
It’s hard at times descrying them
through trickery belying them.
Their secrecy is heinous!
I almost choked when first I saw
this flashing one with neon wings.
She clasped my tongue within her claw.
She tickled it then pinched it raw,
and now it heals in vocal slings.
Just how were these emojis, though,
procured? By whose substantial wealth?
Did Shirley wrest them from a foe
to march before him to and fro?
Or are they graphic facets of herself?
LIV. Along the Cosmic Path (Beethoven’s Final String Quartet)
-- for Keith Ward --
That learned ability to gauge
just what, just how much is at stake.
That sense of how to bring to page
one’s love and readiness, one’s rage
and ache.
That feeling when we’ve done our work
that living well’s a piece of cake.
That love of Dasein’s ownmost quirk.
That shrugging off each lover’s smirk
at our mistake.
That will to flout catastrophe
and reassume, within its wake,
one’s vocalized apostrophe
and never let it atrophy
or turn to mold or break.
That fateful query, “Must it be?” –
the “s” in “must” a hissing snake
insinuating we’ll be free
when masons caulk Eternity
and Gravitas lays down its rake.
That time when we at last renounce
that point we felt obliged to make.
We drop the ball and let it bounce,
then mind our feet that gaily flounce
along the cosmic path of give and take.
LV. Calliope
Good morning! There’s our windowsill.
The day begins an empty cup.
We listen to the songbird trill.
“My darling, how you gonna fill
it up?”
Some early morning mindlessness
which leads us to our drowsy mop.
“What say you, Mr. Joe Abyss?”
We seize it, soften, smile, then kiss
our bony sop.
It suffers our ingratitude,
but such it is with every prop.
We prize them when we’re in the mood.
Neglect, we know, can lead to feud
within our cluttered shop.
We nonetheless compose our day,
which beckons, “Take it from the top!”
Our feet stand firmly on the clay
until we glimpse that final ray
and mind the curtains as they drop.
At night we rest, replete or spare,
and dream on each success, each flop.
Through exhalations foul and fair
we organize that human air
that billows in and out at every stop.
LVI. What It Meant
It meant we’d get there when we could,
although we’d suffer angst and grit.
It meant we’d do just as we should,
despite the fact that something wouldn't
fit.
It meant, at times, that we’d give in;
at others, that we’d never quit.
It meant that we’d screw up again
then mouth our ritual amends
with mustered wit.
It meant we’d often sorely fail,
though now and then we’d score a hit.
We’d hound to death our fictive grail
then shrink our narrative to scale –
an epic to a skit.
It meant our truth was like a knot,
our hope – a narrow, hidden slit.
We pondered as we stirred our pot
that years ago we cared a lot
but now we couldn’t give a shit.
And while its vapors filled our tent,
the universe turned on its spit.
We conned it as around it went.
And though we guessed at what it meant,
we couldn’t fathom what we meant to it.
LVII. To My Friend
Because we’ve got this nice word “both”
that marks as ours the time we spend,
and hand in hand we keep our oath
to follow through the undergrowth
each bend,
each wrinkle in the other’s path,
no matter where the bypaths wend.
Because I mollify the wrath
of those who cannot solve your math
or comprehend
the riddles in your argument.
Because you’re ready to defend
my every careless, wayward hint,
my random sparks from fading flint,
my fragile dividend.
Because we know just when to rest
and give each other time to mend.
Because we know when not to jest,
when not to hound a solo quest
or spoil a solitary trend.
Because the list goes on and on
and will until it has no end.
Because it will well past the dawn –
indeed, until we both are gone.
Yes, this is why we call each other “friend”!
LVIII. Splendiferous Machines
The poem stands up and takes a breath.
It combs its hair, it wears its jeans.
It conjures up its magic math
and pacifies or puts to death
its fiends.
Its streets are paved, its gods are hymned,
its saints extolled in magazines.
Its prisons guard the lines that sinned.
Its nurseries are placed upwind
of its latrines.
A school of wild ontologies
erects itself upon its greens,
replete with seven colleges
promoting latest knowledges
and manned by tenured deans.
It summons on its stage – to play
its history in varied scenes –
the conscripts of semantic clay
who work the land and win the day.
It bows before assenting queens.
And thus the poem commands itself,
apportioning its ways and means
and summoning its metric elf
to syllabize a sonic shelf
stacked tall with these splendiferous machines.
LIX. Epistrophe (or, Feeding the Troll)
It seems we’re part of what we’ve mined.
We are our history, dear Mole!
Alas, my friend, you’re not so blind.
For look at all we’ve seen! Unwind
the scroll!
Our legacy includes much more
than firing clay and mining coal.
Each chapter forms a precious drawer
of what we’ve salvaged from the gore
of woe and dole,
of all that’s bad in history
as we progress from goal to goal
within this aimless mystery
and ever-same epistrophe
which marks our onward stroll.
That’s why we keep on cherishing
these parts that make or break the whole.
Vignettes must keep from perishing,
despite the sharp disparaging
from carpish critics with no soul
who tell us that we’ve lost our way
in fables that are trite or droll.
But let them cackle, let them bray.
This history shall have its day!
Once more we get in line to feed the troll.
LX. Letter to Amy Perruso
Dear Amy,
Just this one request
(I’ll make it brief and say it straight):
Sit down and give yourself a rest.
These heavy tasks with which you’re pressed
can wait.
In fact they’re ours as much as yours.
You’ve shared them, and we’ve made them speak.
Sit down and let us settle scores.
Just watch your eagle as it soars
from peak to peak
past vultures feeding off decay
and scavenging uncommon cores.
Wrap up your trouble and dismay
and let us put them both away.
We’ll be your bureau drawers!
Enacting godly godless plots
with graceful wit and actions tactful,
we’ll magnify the brightest spots
and volley barbs and fire shots
with honed precision most impactful.
So lay thee down and have a nap
and give your brain deservéd pause.
We’ll shame the fools and spring each trap
and tell them they must cut their crap.
Your dear friends,
Andy Jones and Gilchrist Haas
LXI. Oblique Strategies
1. An Inaudible Gong
Until volition comes to a halt
we’ve got this bunch of strategies
for mending every flaw and fault
that undergird our gay Gestalt
of pleas
and lies and prolonged queries, of laughter
that often leads to ridicule
and causes one man to hang from a rafter,
another to flea, leaving nothing after
but traces of fuel
and memories in the heads of others –
which intrigue but fade before very long
then reemerge in other men’s druthers,
or else from the lips of their lisping lovers
to brush an inaudible gong.
Yes, strategies strange and strategies strong!
As volition keeps going, on and on,
we pick them from out of a gleaming throng.
We examine them first so as not to choose wrong.
Sometimes we trade a king for a pawn.
Some are tightlipped, while others leak.
Some are new and some are antique.
Some boast quite a bit, though this one’s meek.
See that one dive off a dizzying peak!
Behold them all - these strategies oblique.
2. The Finest Lists
There ain’t no need to make a list,
for strategies don’t work that way.
Indeed, they oftener resist
us as we clasp them in our fists
of clay
(although it cannot be denied
that lists indeed are of a type
of strategy that’s often plied
when all the others have been tried
or aren’t yet ripe.
Ben Franklin and Jay Gatsby, too,
were fond of lists and penned a few.
The virtues, in the former’s view,
could help us better grasp the true
when numbered in their queue.
And Order was his very bane,
with Resolution on its heels.
For wouldn’t an untidy brain
on firm decisions place some strain
and turn resolve to broken wheels?
The latter listed aim by aim
some goals for mind and for physique,
foreshadowing, as readers claim,
his future in its daisy-chain.
The finest lists are always most oblique.)
3. Horace in a Hearse
Precisely for this reason, then,
there isn’t just one place to start
in bringing them into our ken.
For as I’ve said, there’s no Top Ten
in Art
or Action. (Hmm…a comely quote
to put into The Quotable Haas
for would-be bards to learn by rote
or strike an epigraphic note
to win applause
from some creative writing prof
who’s found me on the Internet
and noted that I’m standing off
from verse in print, at which I scoff.
The Net’s a better bet.
For print is on the wane, it seems,
and books of poetry don’t sell.
Just look at all those yellow reams
collecting dust on musty themes.
The Hippocrene’s an empty well.
Some sorcerer has placed a curse
on poems that aren’t melodied.
The sun has set on printed verse.
They’ve hauled off Horace in a hearse.
In this life all my poems shall go unfee’d.)
4. Muzzled Pup
Yes, mostly they elude our clutch.
Extracting them in retrospect
from spite and mundane such and such,
we baste and blame ourselves for much
neglect.
“How couldn’t we have spied this thing?
So unassuming. Does it speak?”
We seize it, bind its broken wing
and wrap solicitation’s sling
around its beak.
That’s what we do…we shut it up
and make of it a silly game
like Bingo or Gnip Gnop.
We pacify the muzzled pup.
“Don’t worry, kids…it’s tame!”
Voila! The strategy is gone,
and once again we grasp at straws.
The king has gobbled up each pawn.
It’s time to mow the checkered lawn.
We turn to Bach or Plato’s Laws
for inspiration, cheer and grist –
to what the muzzled pup agrees
will reinforce our shaky gist
or veil its flaws with antique mist.
But these of course are also strategies!
5. Ophelia Disguised as Sam-I-Am (or, Skirting the Periphery)
But look, I haven’t yet begun.
I’m skirting the periphery
and catching at each ready pun.
“Ophelia – get thee to a nun-
nery!”
Which makes no sense, but there it is.
I’m just expanding out a bit
by muddying false clarities
and springing proud temerities
that prison wit.
The routine seems to go like this:
I introduce some latest thought.
It wanders off in search of bliss.
Then soon the canto’s gone amiss.
The form for which I’ve fought
is tighter than the sense conveyed.
A balance has been unachieved.
The poem, alas, is poorly made
because some thought has boldly strayed
beyond the lines through which it breathed.
(Ophelia told her boyfriend, “Scram!”
and tossed her bodice in the creek.
She said, “You’re not for me, dear Ham!”
then left disguised as Sam-I-Am.
The players found Bill’s ending somewhat weak.)
6. Obliquity
And then there are the minor ways –
the obvious, the understood.
One maximizes holidays.
One looks up to the skies and prays
for good.
One leaves work early for a change
and sets his mind to other things.
One heads off to the putting range.
One contemplates how much is strange
that fortune brings.
You might call these “the things we do” –
the strategies that get us by,
the strategies that see us through,
that help us breathe and crawl and chew
and laugh and love and cry.
You’ll say that these are not oblique
because they’re things we do each day.
They do not move us to a peak
or offer secrets through some leak
within Creation’s passageway.
But here’s a fact for scribes and bards:
Obliquity is everywhere.
It’s all in how you read the cards.
Our strategies are in the shards
of turtle shells that fall from human care.
7. Cloned Affairs
At times it’s good to work alone,
and then to gather into pairs.
At first it held a single drone,
but now my life’s a chord of cloned
affairs.
I met my current semblable
one time while strolling back from Rome.
To love we were amenable.
The air is quite commendable
within our dome!
Our strategies will intersect,
knot up, then split and recombine
to unpredictable effect.
It’s rather pointless to inspect
which ones are hers and which are mine.
And then there are the ones that come
about by virtue of the pair.
Our kids, for instance. They are some.
They scratch and wail! They bang a drum!
Cacophony is in the air.
At times I try to bring it back
into myself where it began
before I felt an inner lack
and spied across this empty crack
another one to bridge the gaping span.
8. Our Fumbled Plays
It’s often good to shift our gaze
to trivia of lesser weight –
that passing thought, that minor phase,
those musings that our fumbled plays
create;
to choices that were less than great,
conceits that never garnered praise,
lost doodlings of uncertain date
that faded ere that basement crate
was set ablaze;
to tidbits that were left on trays
and harbingers that barged in late;
to primaries that fled the grays;
to gaffes that earned the boos and yays
that rang inside our pate;
to likenesses that don’t equate
but open yet another maze
where aspiration doesn’t wait
and inquiry does not abate
as folks flesh out their fertile clays
and clarify their means and ways
for strengthening their infant state
and rendering their past innate.
And meanwhile, as our thoughts rephrase,
we fumble and we stumble through to Fate!
9. The Act
-- for Pam, again --
The most subversive one of all’s
the strategy we call the Act.
It doesn’t matter where luck falls
or who has got the biggest balls.
In fact
one can’t predict when it will flash,
take hold, and rearrange one’s life,
reducing best laid plans to ash
and throwing keepsakes in the trash
and making strife
of all that comforted before
and seemed to be a part of us.
No one predicted sudden war
of elements within our store
that once did clothe and guard us.
But suddenly we must destroy,
must smash, must tear the idols down.
Our former love is sham decoy,
and all, besides destruction, ploy
for incubating false renown.
And so we on the sudden smash!
But then we reincorporate
the bits into a tender stash
we’ll not sell out for fame or cash.
The Act is lord of how we will create!
10. The Worlds to Which This Might Belong
We don’t know how it came to us.
Did some lone star or ancient tribe
intend for it to one day claim us
while half suspecting it would maim us?
Describe
the world to which this might belong!
A souvenir? Yes! And a herald!
Ten thousand generations strong,
embodying all right and wrong.
‘Tis quite a world
to which this might belong! It’s got
no flaws besides this single stitch
which must be pulled to keep it taut.
Its purpose much beleaguers thought.
What sort of world to which
this might belong? A mystery.
It causes joy, it causes fright.
Can we reject its ministry?
It isn’t of our history!
Is there a world in which this might
belong? And is it false or true?
We’ll use it now to bang our gong
and leave to artists to construe
such landscapes which it puts in view.
Alas! The worlds to which this might belong!
11. Giant Steps (or, Always Underway)
We’re always taking giant steps;
indeed, right now we’re underway.
They guide us through those heights and depths
and distances we on our maps
display.
At times they lead us far astray
on ever stranger flights and trips.
They help us stumble and sashay
from Eden out to old Cathay
on boundless ships.
Returning, we begin new laps
and train to strike another way.
This time we’ll earn applause and claps
by springing cold oppression’s traps
to dawn a brighter day.
When Lilliputians as he lay
bound Gulliver with cords and straps,
he didn’t sink into dismay,
nor did he think to curse or pray.
Instead he mused, amid the slaps
from countless sceptered six-inch chaps,
“What steps have led me here, I pray?”
Regret set in at times, perhaps.
But still, he never let them lapse –
those steps that threw the shadows of his clay.
12. Remember Quiet Nights
Remember all those quiet nights
that added up to nothing much.
No thunder echoed from the heights
to muffle lovers’ febrile flights
of touch.
Recall such evenings strolling by
as caused our metaphors to mix –
those blended hues that mollify
severities that multiply
in logic’s bricks.
And think on sunsets, fading fast,
we hardly noticed ere they left.
Already of the future past,
we didn’t mourn what wouldn’t last.
We didn’t feel bereft.
And recollect the silhouettes
that drowsed upon emerging dusk.
Day’s fingers plucked, in pirouettes,
arpeggios upon its frets.
The grain threw off its bodiced husk.
Yes, call to mind the crepuscules
waylaying memory in sleights,
igniting slow, through finer fuels,
the fire of dead conceits and rules.
Remember them. Remember quiet nights.
13. Poet’s Pelf (or, Better in a Day)
-- for Kris Coffield --
It seems that you’ve been weathering
some tempest that has caused dismay.
But take it from a veteran:
Alas! ‘Twill all be better in
a day!
In this life nothing’s ever set;
God made us not of stone but clay.
And though I see you frown and fret,
I’m telling you, ‘twill all be bet-
ter in a day!
And Lucifer, before his fall,
beheld the welkin lined with gray.
“I’ll take advantage of this squall
to carve Inferno, then ‘twill all
be better in a day!”
And Emily, inside her room,
looked out to clouds that weren’t gay.
Although they glower Death – and Doom –
The Coffins crack – with April’s Bloom –
‘Twould all be better in a day!
Indeed, you’ve told me this yourself!
Here’s back at you in roundelay.
It’s simply honest poet’s pelf,
delivered by my metric elf:
“Good friend, ‘twill all be better in a day!”
14. Synaesthesia
Mix up the senses. Start with sight
and, like Picasso, place a nose
where odors can be gleaned in flight
and pupils stoop and duck like fright-
ened crows.
Then take the cone that funnels sound,
unwind and flatten taut like skin.
Caress it ‘til it’s full and round,
erect like Venus on her mound.
Then beat a din.
Which brings us to the flap of taste.
We’ll stretch it up to lick the eye.
An optic-salivary paste
will sweeten sight and slacken haste.
Let’s suck the sockets dry!
And now, the dual valves of smell
will vacuum clean the lapping tongue.
The mouth has reeked for quite a spell.
Olfactory is quick to tell
and fumigates from nose to lung.
At long last we arrive at touch
and with our thumb massage the ear.
We’ll cool off in its tactile hutch
and cease to ponder overmuch
the pulse, the throb of everything we hear.
15. An End in Art (or, The Unenclosed World)
Some strategies exist for when
we cannot seem to make a start.
I’ve borrowed this one from a friend.
It works for folks who seek an end
in art.
It has to do with modeling.
You take the nearest thing around –
a broken bottle or a string,
a brat that’s suffered coddling,
an unknown sound.
In fact just now I’ve done the same.
I’ve taken scraps of the mundane
and placed them here inside this frame
to end a line, provide a name,
or build to a refrain.
And then, to make them all cohere
within a pleasing bricolage
that functions as a broken mirror
or prism into which we peer
to recognize an alter-image,
we have the child avoid the glass
while picking up a blunted shard.
He tapes the string, then whisks the mass
at squirrels bouncing in the grass.
The unenclosed world hums beyond his yard.
16. Taming the Rhizome
For some it’s good to mechanize
whatever’s idiosyncratic.
Herein a big decision lies:
to tame or not to tame the rhi-
zomatic?
That’s sort of what I’ve done in here.
Poetic thought can grow and grow.
It needs some form to make it clear
and curb excess. Some blade or shear
to clip and mow
the parts that look or smell like waste,
have none but passing interest
or fail at once to please the taste
or seem contrived, made up, debased
or cannot be assessed.
Deleuze glanced over at Foucault
and said, “Michel, where is the root?
My book is quite a mess, you know.
I’ve lost my way in mire and woe
and fathom neither trunk nor shoot.”
“Mon cher, your plight is rather plain.
I can’t discern your episteme.
You need to discipline and train
the genii within your brain –
these products of your scattered R.E.M.!”
17. In the Eyes and Angled Ells (or, Like Riffs from Adrian Belew)
-- for Chris Sheldon --
We’re always pondering what’s best
in sky above, on earth below.
Each guess we make is second-guessed,
and truly we are never blessed
to know.
At times our loss is most complete –
the loss at which we find ourselves
in pondering our own defeat
and finding memory replete
with broken shelves.
And that is why the random serves
to guide us when we’ve lost our way.
Enlivened by its jolts and swerves
that spark reactivated nerves,
we then resume our play
with confidence and certainty –
those phantoms of our make believe
that grant us opportunity
and guide us through eternity…
or otherwise ‘til death’s reprieve.
So when you don’t know what to do,
seek guidance from the turtle shells,
from planet paths that run askew
like riffs from Adrian Belew,
from corners in the eyes and angled ells.
18. Immaculate Consistency
Immaculate consistency –
achievable, but rare indeed
in both collective history
and solitary minstrelsy.
No creed
or conjured episteme can grant
that perfect, unexpected hum
we’ve entered from directions slant,
forsaking some recanted cant
gone deaf and dumb
to truth and cosmic savoir faire.
Unmanufactured faith and trust
in self and selves will get us there –
concentric rings of binding care
that will not turn to rust.
Our comfort is a plenitude
that has no need of boost or change.
Its walls are with conviction strewed;
we’ve no desire to fret or feud
or deem each other rapt or strange.
Like everything, it has to end –
our cadence of enraptured wit.
At first a solipsistic trend,
we seized it, passed it friend to friend!
We found consistency immaculate!
19. Retrograde I
Go down below. Begin again.
Don’t start up here, but at the bottom.
No need for Well Temperament or Base Ten.
Multiple stabs at how, where, when?
I got ‘em.
Strategies on many fronts
with no divine apology.
Atemporal cosmology.
Suppose things happen all at once.
Chronology.
So many ways to begin with fun.
We wipe ourselves off and turn about;
we emerge from some decentered spout
(another way to get things done).
Let’s work from the inside out.
And acquisition begins with theft.
Creation tidies up all waste;
at birth we are of death bereft.
Chinese can be written from right to left.
Order, I guess, is a matter of taste.
Does the assonance jar? We’ll make it pure.
If the line’s too long, get the shearers. Chop, chop!
For poetry ain’t no sinecure.
A novel strategy, to be sure:
we read from the bottom and write our way to the top.
20. Retrograde II
We read from the bottom and write our way to the top.
A novel strategy, to be sure;
for poetry ain’t no sinecure.
If the line’s too long, get the shearers. Chop, chop!
Does the assonance jar? We’ll make it pure.
Order, I guess, is a matter of taste.
Chinese can be written from right to left.
At birth we are of death bereft.
Creation tidies up all waste,
and acquisition begins with theft.
Let’s work from the inside out
(another way to get things done).
We emerge from some decentered spout;
we wipe ourselves off and turn about.
So many ways to begin with fun.
Chronology.
Suppose things happen all at once.
Atemporal cosmology
with no divine apology.
Strategies on many fronts?
I got ‘em.
Multiple stabs at how, where, when.
No need for Well Temperament or Base Ten.
Don’t start up here, but at the bottom.
Go down below. Begin again.
21. Why We’re Here
Don’t break the silence. Let it be.
All strivings dwindle and recede.
Let effort seem unmannerly.
Non-strategy’s a strategy
indeed!
Don’t chase away the waning noise,
but let it simply come to rest.
They’ll soon be fast asleep, the boys,
and tucked away, their worldly toys
inside some chest.
And never mind the whistling flap
we seldom make a mention of
when day beats hard upon our cap
and edicts gather on our lap.
We’ll turn attention off.
We will not even punctuate
enough to riot into sound.
A period will demonstrate
the hush of all that’s meek and great
behind the sun’s diurnal round.
So don’t be bothered by the lull.
Don’t be afraid or think it queer.
We’re simply turning on a pole
that can’t be moved, that no one stole.
Don’t break the silence. That is why we’re here.
22. Cascades
that pour through thought and language like
a simile that’s come undone
when ego grabs an open mic
but evil id steps up to strike
or stun
the ear and its credulity
for prim and proper word and phrase
that mask both fun and cruelty,
maintaining staged duality
of clouds and rays
in which the weather’s all that counts
because the other didn’t sell…
though as for that it was announced.
We offered it, but no one pounced.
So it returned to Hell.
We’ll haul it up sometime again.
Perhaps it waits its latter day.
It couldn’t come to speech just then.
We placed it back into its pen.
We’ll air it out this Saturday.
But never mind. Cascades go on
and happen even as we speak.
We’re so much blinded by our dawn,
we seldom notice as they spawn
on tongues that roll our phrases cheek to cheek.
23. Your You of Now
You’ve only got one single you,
and I can’t say just why that’s so.
Humanity twists forward through
a forward-threading, threaded screw.
I know
because I’ve been here for awhile.
So get to know your You of Now.
The other yous you have on file
are figments of your fancy’s guile
that fill your brow.
Your you of old, your yesteryou,
implores you with his feigned regrets.
Ignore him. He’ll just make you blue.
I think he wants a buck or two
to help him pay his debts.
Your future (future perfect?) you
will certainly have been a hit
from some odd sempiternal view
that would look great if it were true
or if some godhead sanctioned it.
But never mind these phantom you’s!
Your You of Now is all that’s sure.
The others are not there to choose.
The past and future are a ruse.
You will not be because you never were!
24. As Robert Hunter Said (Shakedown Poem)
It happens here, it happens there –
a neverending slew of its.
It hardly seems to compass care –
a bricolage you’ll have to share
in bits.
You thought it added to a whole,
but here it is, a mess of parts.
We can’t distinguish branch from bole
or dead ends veering from the goal
or fits from starts.
Event with no priority
is disconnected from event
with no posteriority.
The random has seniority
despite our best intent.
But that is how it is in Art,
despite old sooth of sages dead.
It cobbles up as part on part
like trinkets at a Southwark mart
where Donne and Marlowe bought their bread.
They’re here assembled on my cart –
a restless, hopeful, motley spread.
Though some are dull, a few are smart.
“Don’t tell me this poem ain’t got no heart.
You just gotta poke around!” as Hunter said!
25. In Open Rhyme
Let’s say the intonation’s off.
There’s much that we can do to cope!
For pit is not the same as trough
and hack’s a relative of cough.
A mope
will better serve for melancholic,
jerk for bastard’s often mete,
inebriate for alcoholic.
Children do not play, they frolic…
or they bleat –
a metaphoric friend of whine.
We’re talking, here, specific words.
More often, though, they intertwine
and only in conjunction shine
like stacks of minor thirds.
An argument can come to naught,
although all else is kept alive
through tone that’s either slack or taut
depending how it’s rigged or wrought
or fashioned through its gist and jive.
Some say that all there is is tone –
that in abstracto thought’s a crime.
Without it meaning turns to stone
or calcifies as gnomic bone –
though bone itself returns in open rhyme.
26. Vestibule
Intention is inscrutable
more often than we’d care to know.
Reality is mutable;
to this fact is imputable
the woe
attending each and every art
that sets in when we stall or thud.
A wheel is broken on our cart.
We need a strategy to chart
us out of mud,
to reinterpret our mistake
as satisfying best intent
and clinching what was long at stake,
accepting glitches for the sake
of what we made and meant;
to reconfigure error’s trap
as leading to a vestibule
that wasn’t present on our map
in which we transmute gold from crap,
or Snowmane from a lowly mule.
And that is how we work things out.
It often goes like this in life.
Misgiving, or a nagging doubt,
confounds us, then we turn about
to wrestle satisfaction from our strife.
27. Context and Fine Fortuity (or, The Whole of Which We’re Part)
This thing you love’s too tight or long
and leads to someone’s awkward cough.
Could be the situation’s wrong;
the context, the Zusammenhang,
is off.
Perhaps it needs a cooler air,
a richer soil, a better friend.
Perhaps it’s deafened from the blare
of noisy neighbors on its square
at either end.
Could be we’re all a bit like this
and suffer incongruity.
Our lives are constantly amiss;
we think that elsewhere all is bliss
and fine fortuity.
So transplantation is a choice
for us and for our cherished toys.
We hope they’ll find their inner voice
and, when they do, that they’ll rejoice
in claiming sudden grace and poise.
Surroundings matter much, it seems,
in life and letters as in art –
determining the stuff of dreams
and buttressing our enthymemes,
encompassing the whole of which we’re part.
28. Of Ease Artisanal and Grace
Another useful strategy’s
to know just when to shut your trap.
Your works will beg you, “If you please,
desist from oral sophistries!
A nap
will surely do your mouth some good!
Please be our silent engineer.
You’ve made us well. That’s understood!
And all is fine beneath the hood.
Give ‘em a peer
if you’re so sure they need some proof
that what you’re at is not a waste!
It’s in good form to look aloof
and not to play the gabbing goof.
Give ‘em a little taste!
of ease artizanal and grace –
that graceful confidence and poise
that comes from having built this place;
that look of ease upon your face,
suggesting all that love employs
in fashioning this other world
that runs without much further talk.
The dome is set, the gate is pearled,
the flag’s been raised aloft unfurled.
So zip it shut, go out and take a walk!”
29. Those Moods on Sunday Afternoons
Those moods on Sunday afternoons
emerging from a well within,
inspired by half-remembered tunes,
or memory of youth that swoons
in sin,
or thoughts of some old self-neglect
in which we compromised ourselves
through rash impulses left unchecked
that caused possessions to be wrecked
or placed on shelves
because we couldn’t throw them out.
You know the moods I mean, I’m sure.
There’s much that they can be about;
they flow through more than just one spout,
and rarely are they pure.
Nor can they in a single breath
and all at once be analyzed.
They well from much too deep a depth
to pin the thief within the theft.
They’re left unthought and unsurmised
for us to feel them all the more.
Perhaps such moods are strategies
to keep alive our chastened core –
alive for poetry and lore,
alive for acts of love and love that frees.
30. Practice and Amenity
We nurture many practices.
At times we need to sort them out
before we can get back to biz
amid repotted cactuses
of doubt
and redirected ivy’s hope.
Said otherwise, we make distinct
those things with which we have to cope
from others of a broader scope
with which we’re linked
because they don’t amount to chores
that keep us from our highest wish –
like paying bills and cleaning floors
or seeing in and out of doors
the most expensive fish
to lay on plates before the rich…
the things, that is, we do to earn
our right to sleep above the ditch,
(not in it) and the right to pitch
our dreams into a higher urn
like faith or art or something fine
betokening humanity –
some practice through which I divine
what’s crucial to me, what is mine –
my style and manner of amenity.
31. A Smile That’s Only Partly Frown
We learn to make use of the lull –
such times as I’ve described above
when moods suggest our lives as dull
or abject, lost, or overfull
with love
that hasn’t ever met its match.
It happens late in afternoon
when suddenly we deattach
from claims that hold us to our patch –
that promised boon
we’ll clinch if we remain in place
and cultivate our trusted lot.
But how we’d love some other space
or air in which to breathe or trace
some other breath or plot!
We chew on this, we think it through.
We change our seat, we shift our view.
We take a walk and find some pew,
tell Deity that life’s askew.
“I’d elsewhere rather be. Would you?”
Returning as the sun goes down,
the lull has ended in a draw,
a smile that’s only partly frown.
We’ve pinned it with a verb or noun
we utter or we keep within our jaw.
32. Infinitesimal Gradations (or, Our Gumption)
Infinitesimal gradations
bear us through the core of art,
whose ideational gestations
foment there, inside creation’s
heart.
We enter through the lull, the void –
that emptiness that I’ve described –
with discomposure unalloyed,
nor with religious feelings cloyed,
nor grouped nor tribed
with anyone we’d like to claim
as brethren in a common goal.
We’ve simply fallen from our frame
towards an unknown wall or flame.
At least we’ve got our mole!
Our inner instinct, that’s to say,
that drives us to our finer points –
the hand that we prefer to play,
our own peculiar dismay,
the energy that moves our joints,
the image that we make, our Bild,
the verve we fancy we convey,
the tune that haunts us and its lilt,
our efforts on a single stilt,
our gumption as we brave our latest day.
33. The Junk with Which We’re Rife
Complexity intensifies
approaching the noetic core.
Aesthetic judgment trains its eyes
and ears on every new surprise
in store
as syntagms smash then recombine
with affects wrested from our dreams;
with aptitudes in slow decline,
imagos that are not quite mine;
with enthymemes
constructed from recovered parts
of logic, memory, and sense;
with scraps from long forgotten arts –
their triumphs and their fits and starts,
their hindrance, their expense.
We face it with a certain ease,
and this is all that we can do.
There’s so much in there that will please –
the funny words, the spooky trees,
the patterns that we must construe
to bring this otherworld to life,
to make it speak or give it wings,
to rummage buried love and strife,
to tag the junk with which we’re rife.
Behold! An alter-world of other things!
34. Marx’s Lost Twelfth Thesis on Feuerbach
“In contracting reality,
philosophers have always erred
by forging drab normality
from gross materiality.”
Marx stared
down blankly at his German scrawl
and killed the sentence with an X.
Eleven theses said it all…
“Except,” he quipped, “perhaps a call
for better sex!”
But still he felt a certain lack
which might be better left unwrit.
He feared the thought would throw a crack
of doubt into his stolid stack
of theoretic wit.
He sighed. “Just this and nothing more?
I’ll draft a final point in verse:
Another option lies in store
for bringing praxis to the fore.
Our songs rehearse and re-rehearse
what yesterday we were about,
what Monday morning can’t repeat,
and what we’ve learned to do without.
Art rips its object inside-out.
At times it turns the world up on its feet!”
35. Owl of Minerva
“The owl of Minerva takes flight only as the dusk begins to fall.”
-- Hegel
“Once the search has begun, something will be found.”
-- Eno & Schmidt
It’s in the nature of a search
that something always will get found.
Minerva’s up there on her perch
to see we’re not left in the lurch
or drowned.
She helps us find our history,
whose subject – chained, released and crowned –
is sanctified with mystery
and lyrical epistrophe
to mark its bound
and greet itself at periods,
shake hands, embrace, ascend a mound
from which to view the pyramids
beneath those starry myriads
with which our skies are gowned.
And as our priests maintain the churches,
crafting theorems to expound,
Minerva glides to other perches,
stimulating microsearches
held on high or lower ground.
Some search for fair, though some for foul,
concealing greed that would astound
and shaming honor with a scowl.
They don’t escape Minerva’s owl,
who sits and ponders as the world turns round.
36. Cascades II (or, The Colon and the Ampersand)
that plunge through us from distances
and planets we will never know.
We wonder what the instance is
that caused these keen resistances
to flow,
to wake us from our lethargy
and spur us to the here and now
with all the natal energy
that scripts a starry liturgy
upon our brow –
astrologers’ phrenology
encoding what we’ll think and say
and do without apology
because it’s all astrology
transfigured through our clay.
And that’s the strategy, dear Jane,
dear Thomas, that will get us by –
the knowledge that our windowpane
conceals from us our cosmic stain
that comes to vision as we ply
the symbols waiting in our hand
to scan the pane of how and why –
this colon and this ampersand.
For when the eye is filled with sand
it cannot very well see past the sty.
37. Riding It Out
We count our days as past they glide
and temper mindlessness with doubt.
We toss and turn from side to side.
That’s Life at times, and we must ride
it out.
It stops and starts and carries on
through floods and periods of drought.
We clear a path and thereupon
embark on some new marathon.
We ride it out.
At times we gaze in ecstasy
as Life emerges from its spout.
Then as we grasp its tendency
it falls short of expectancy.
We merely ride it out.
Our satisfaction comes to us,
though we’re not sure what it’s about.
We smile and smirk and clap and cuss
and board a brightly colored bus
as arm in arm we ride it out.
We’re at our best when hearts are rife
with plans to put all shame to rout
by questioning our hate, our strife.
Yes, we’ll agree that “Life is Life,”
but we’ll do more than simply ride it out!
38. Approaching the Penultimate
Approaching a penultimate
that’s always more than next to last.
This truth is our emolument:
We never can have all of it
so fast.
We never can have all we want,
or all we sometimes think we need.
Desire is better somewhat gaunt.
We drink not from some final font
through which we’re freed.
I never can have all of you;
you will not render me your whole.
You lend me parts on which to chew.
I give them back; their loss, I rue.
Your soul is not my soul.
You never can have all of God.
You’re only part of Him, it seems.
You’re just a lump of clayey clod.
The other parts spare not the rod
and strike with moral enthymemes.
In fact, we never have it all,
for all is infinitely vast.
It’s why desire seems so small
although a never-ending hall.
The last is never more than next to last.
39. Time for Verse
You’ll know it when your final dime
has fallen from your empty purse
into a gutter filled with grime.
You’ll know it then. You’ll know it’s time
for verse.
And when the barbs slip through your pen
and ink into an ugly curse
or random shots of sloppy Zen,
you’ll know it then and only then.
It’s time for verse!
You’ll know it when your love is weak
and magnanimity is terse,
and plenitude has passed its peak
and nothing in it wants to speak.
You’ll know it’s time for verse.
And when the author hands you lines
you’ve no desire to rehearse;
when in contempt you glare at swines
avoiding detonated mines…
that’s when you’ll know it’s time for verse.
You’ll know it as you know yourself
when things cannot get any worse
and hell is bursting on your shelf
to suffocate your inner elf.
You’ll know precisely then it’s time for verse.
40. Finale: The Sutra of Innumerable Meanings
A plain near Holy Eagle Peak,
with eighty thousand bodhisattvas
gathered there to hear him speak,
with monks and griffins great and meek,
and not a
one who lacked awakening
or hadn’t garnered much esteem
by casting off illusion’s sling
that keeps us wrapped in everything
that seems supreme
but hides its own impermanence
behind the wily aggregates
of transitory sound and sense
and sundry states of ignorance
that turn us on the spits
of samsara, of birth and death
and universal happenstance
in which we bounce from breath to breath
or fall to evil like Macbeth
while bringing others to mischance.
But now the Holy Eagle soared
and lent its shadow to the sheens
that decked the vast, enlightened horde,
as through the Buddha slowly poured
a cosmos filled with love and skillful means.
* * *
LXI. Penultimate
A slew of strategies exist
for bringing discourse to a close –
for roping off each turn and twist
and dressing them in clouds and misty
prose.
We make an art of how we end,
devoting energy and sweat
to siphoning each wayward trend
and leaving little to defend
or cause much fret.
All endings make us somewhat sad.
We know someday we’ll start again.
Although a respite won’t be bad,
we’ll forfeit much of what we had
when Now retreats to Then.
This poem, indeed, has seen its day.
It’s raised its case, it’s made its stands.
Behold it in its stacked display
of cinquains lean and cantos gay.
The author now dusts off his hands,
removes the scaffolding, the ropes,
the signs of discontinued strands.
He boxes up his unused tropes
and looks up to the upper slopes
that circumscribe this vale of shifting sands.
LXII. In Verse and Dreams
Dear Mole, we part the best of friends.
This canto marks abandonment!
Escape will much relieve the bends
developing as habit rends
intent.
Dismantling a recipe
is not so easy as it seems.
For form so often did agree
with content as they mingled free
in verse and dreams,
in stanzas and in daily thought…
so much so as to make us doubt
the origins in which we’re caught,
forgetting that we bravely fought
our way up through this spout.
Some day, dear Mole, we’ll stroll on back
to have a look at what we made.
We’ll study fissures in the crack
through which we paved our metric track
and call to mind each escapade
that succored us along our way.
We’ll know this journey had to end
as all does that begins with clay
and ends in myth and roundelay.
Until we meet again, dear Mole, dear friend!
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